Okay so i cut, and it is pissing me off.?

She's right, your cutting and "suicide attempt" are nothing more than cries for attention. I'm sure you want people to see your scars and notice you. She probably doesn't want to be your friend anymore, because you sound like a total drama queen/loser. I'm sure your overdose attempt was phony as well, as anybody with half a brain can OD if they actually want to.